moN.day maRch 31st, 2003

gReetings saGittarius!

As the Moon moves through the house of Aries today, everything seems to come easily into your grasp. Your problems are so small by comparison that many people might be jealous of them. Celebrate what you have, and ignore what you lack. This is a good time to think about what you may be able to do for the people close to you or in your community. Volunteering your time to help those less fortunate than you is a win-win proposition. If you run out of steam, lie down somewhere for an inconspicuous nap.

(caS.a de aRies huh? .. well that means always something good on TV.. heh! .. i guess i really need to look at the things i have.. i have been kinda upset about the things that i want.. some of them are pretty important though.. but there isnt much i can do sometimes but be patient and do what i know i need to do.. sometimes.. those things that we want are sometimes there.. but just need to back off a bit .. to see that they are aCtually there..still it comes down to "simplify & sMile" :)

 

 

tHe deaTh of my geN.eration ...

to sTeal a begining - but remind myself it is better to have one.. tHan none..

 

i am witnessing the best minds of my geNeration desTroy tHemselves.

desperate souls selling themselves for a piece of tHat pie .. a sLice of moVie-make believe with a scoop of an aMerican icey cold future -

"put it in a 'to-be-continued-to-go carton' - it's cHeaper than a coffin - besides... i have lost my appetite.. im too sick from dying"

we die eVeryday - a million wHays - seCret ambitions of death - to finally rest - to be buried and finally appreciated and loVed.

tHat high...

hiGher loVe...

tHat comes...

... with cRemation

 

we are duSt -

flying around with no direction

neVer finding the gRound

to be fertiLe and gRow

 

iT. sCares me to waT.ch the coRpses walk aRound pretending to be aliVe..

 

iN tHis life i get to see the people i loVe die before we gRow old together.

 

perHaps we were born old? knowing we would be young before we died because we are already old and ready to die at cReation?

 

iT. doesn't make seNse...

aNd neither does

tHe deaTh

tHat

suRRounds and taKes

tHe pRecious people tHat i loVe

of my geNeration.

 

reX. a day

tHIs jouRnal im about to finish.. i have one page left cHippy! .. tHanking you for giving me this gift.. i hope i have given back.. by giving you it's fullfilled.. well filled with my raMb.les.. destiny.. only one man's words.. but another book about to be finished.. it's funny how many books can be filled about our lifes .. dreams.. loves.. ambitions.. loss.. it kinda makes me feel special to know that someone cared enuff to wRite about me.. and to realize .. it wHas me..

love you cHippy...!

 


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