Believing
what you want to believe will limit your options. Stubborn
people generally annoy you, but right now you're not
all that open-minded, either. Don't lose sight of the
finer details that make it possible for you to act fast
and turn on a dime. Your neighbors' fragile feelings
deserve some consideration. But if that won't stop you,
know that you'll go on alone from this point. Clearly
you're prepared to pay any price. When desire is such
a big part of your picture, any disappointment will
be crushing. Of course, you have no intention of losing
this time.
(
...cRushed.. ive been cRushed before.. paid dearly for
it.. paid in full though.. sorta like cash on delivery..
and that's how im gonna keep it.. keep all the things
i have paid for..nothing on credit anymore.. if i cant
afford it .. it wont happen)
"he's
talking about burning .. but im so cold...
...ive
got twelve more minutes to go"
-
joHnny caS.h
yiKes!~ ..
siTTin' here
listenin' to joHnny caS.h .. the essential CD that geNe
made for me.. i have been putting it off.. listenin'
to it.. i knew that wHen i would i would want to really
listen..
wHy do we
listen better wHen the noise has stopped?
"i
hate to beg .. like a dog for a boNe.. but im busTed"
wHo else
can sing the songs that most men sing but never are
heard.. ? r we all so sTruck by the "glamourous
life".. that we dont see our own?..
i remember
listening to an interview with mR. caS.h and how he
said something about not shutting the door on your past..
and things that have happened to you .. good or bad..
because if you do .. you become a lie.. and a lier to
yourself.. everything that has happened to you is part
of who you are.. and if you close those doors.. you
close down your life and who you are..
and i think
that mR. caS.h wHas proud to be who he wHas and the
things he eX.perienced.. he makes me proud to be myself..
and the things that have happened in my liFe..
"you
dirty ol' egg-suckin' dawg"
only i
can be me..
but i'd
be very cuRious to see who would pLay me in a moVie..
heh!
