You're
ready to go the distance. Just remember that saying
something is doesn't always make it so. Although people
are wishing you well, their support could end right
there. Before you worry about whether the trip you're
planning will be comfortable, you should see whether
it's still even possible. Keep dreaming when your plans
are put on hold. If somebody else's needs are pulling
at you now, you'll soon be free of them. Although some
people are getting in your way, they can't hold you
back forever. You have an agenda that just won't quit.
(
...havent had an agenda for soooooo long now.. well..
not oNe that i have guided myself .. i feel like im
finally getting a future again.. and caN start to see
a bit of myself getting there... it's the six moN.th
plan mann! .. i do the future in instalations! )
my doc called
yesturday afternoon.. looks like my t-cells have been
busy! .. HIV viral load down quite a bit from 439,000
to 137,000 and t-cells went from 362 up to 425.. yah!
.. things are looking better! .. im healing naturally
and looks like the suppliments, diet and life changes
have been working! .. i am going to get another test
in about 3-4 months.. to see where im at .. but for
now.. i dont have to start any meds.. thank god! t-cells
are still lower than they have been .. but raising up
in numbers since the last test and have a higher number
of t-cells than most people with HIV.. i am confididant
that i will get them back up to superman level..
the HIV may
have won the last few rounds .. but it looks like the
t-cells have taken the lead again.. ..
