first words here in awhile.. been missing you.. and now you are back.. funny how certain things return to you.. after you think you have lost it all..
well.. not all.. some.. and what is lost is sometimes a clearing of space that forces you to create from a sPace that is blank.
blank.. I picked that rune.. but I will return to that later..
first.. I need
to thank cRaig
who pulled you from the rubage.. and saved you from the fire
that I became to control the loss.. aka: barnabus.. who I
am ever grateful for and always will be.. many angels is he..
surrounding me with his love and support.. challenge.. and
cReativity.. it wHas meant for you to be put in his hands..
and now you are back in mine again.. giving me that challenge..
from blank..
this is the first.. the first of it all.. cause it all has happened up to now.. and for awhile you were away from me.. chocolate milked to death.. torn away from the days that we sat naked under gaundi and made love to the uNiverse.. in front of everyone that wanted to watch.. the days where we would roam.. free from the hardwires that would try and station us.. nope.. we .. togethere were not to be stationed from predetermined outcomes.. we lived together and celebrated the birth of each sun..
a lot has happened since I chocolate milked you into a coma..
probably better that you were in a coMa.. cause things have been very sTrange the last few years.. must be a trip for you to wake up five years later to this.. to me.. but as soon as I touched you.. I knew you.. and remembered.. I felt everything..
everything as all.. and all that has happened up to now..
how can I eX.plain?
first.. I must tell you.. things have cHanged.. as I said a lot has happened.. since that last day with you .. sitting with gaundi and the world..
