10:06am
got my t-cell
count result yesturday afternoon...
went from 425
to 1,393! which is the highest it's ever been! .. they may
of went up because when i got my test...i felt like i was
fighting the beginin' of the flu and my white-cell count
being a little high helped confirmed this.. but this is
all really great! .. it's cool to know that my t-cell count
can go up that high.. it's still in the normal range.. a
normal t-cell count is 500-1,500.. so im at a high normal...
when
i came home yesturday .. i felt like a superhero.. heh!
..
they lost my
hiv viral load count test.. so they stuck me again and will
go back in a couple of weeks to get those results.. but
after the count hit a high of 484,000 in aPril .. it already
started creepin' down to 137,000 in sept... my goal is to
get the hiv count down under 30,000.. everybody will be
happy then.. my goal isnt to get rid of the hiv virus ..
but to live with it in a managable wHay.. so far.. so good..
the doc who gave
me my results yesturday wanted to know what meds i wHas
taken.. i said none.. that im still doing the homopathic
route and lots of suppliments.. she said keep doing whatever
it is im doing.. that im doing good..
good!
oh mann.. to
find out your healthy is the best thing.. to find out you
have overcome high numbers and brought them back down with
your bodies own natural defenses makes me feel so good..
hopeful that i will be able to continue with my homopatic
lifestyle and stay off the meds as long as i can.. im not
in any danger not being on the meds.. in fact the longer
im off them .. the better.. no drug resestance.. or buildup..
or the reactions that come along with them.. and if there
comes a day where i need to take the anti-virus drugs..
im hopin' that with the advancement with the science and
understanding how they work.. they will be so advanced and
powerful that they sHadow today's options..
anyhew.. i felt
good .. feel good now.. came home and danced and hugged
the kitts and told them the good news.. gonna call mom today
and let her know.. she will be happy about this.. i dont
like her worriyin'.. and this will relieve some of those
worries.. that her little boy is still healthy...
in fact.. my
faVorite compliment these days is.. "you look so healthy!"
.. mmmmm.. better than a good hair day.. heh! ..
Accidents
happen, but sometimes the results are so precise and appropriate
that you have to wonder. All people have reasons for what
they do, whether they understand or admit them. Even so-called
prisoners of fate hold a ring of keys that unlocks this entire
house of invention. Instead of thinking in language that contains
you, consider yourself a passenger of the winds that idly
toss you around and then set you on your feet in a new location.
The situation here is more to your liking. Once you find a
little control, the rest is easy.
