feel like i'm
pulled in many different directions today...
alot on my
plate - which is good - what i wanted - have setup.
but at the
same time the pressure is building ... especially the
oNes that have pulled on me all my life.. tHose are coming
up as well or have come up...
i've allowed
certain things to finally surface.. and with that i am
face to face with something I have been in denial or have
pushed so far down I haven't had to deal with it..
and
now.. it's here.. in my life... definin' part of me and
who i am. tHe relationship is acknowledged - finally..
.. and finally
that relationship can evolve
if at least
- if i can't make something go away - i can make some
changes and adjustments..
