feel like i have lived so many lives in the last 24 hours - like my whole life just accumulated all together and am there feeling so old...
... not "old" in the bad "gay" wHay where we throw the aged in a troll graveyard and ignore them - but the kind of old that just comes from life eX.periences.
tHat's wHere the many lives come in - like the brick formations out here in chicago - each one an individual with it's own unique character - but all together it creates a wHole building.. a structure.. and those buildings unique themselves creating together this whole city...
wHere i walk now.. feeling old..
but realizing that i'm also starting to feel whole.. a structure on my own..
hmmmm..
