well.. ! ..
wHat a week.. !!!
as soon as i get into a raMble fit.. my computer.. my new one... the suped up .. pooped up .. heh! .. my computer went down on tHursday and cRaig came over on sunday and finally got it to work.. it kept fReezing up.. and i couldnt figure it out..
been working on a couple wRiting projects so it kinda freaked me out.. but i set up my trusty laptop and sat my ass on the sofa to write.. actually i liked that quite a bit.. so i may continue to write on my laptop.. i have the computers networked now.. so i can transfer files easy..
blah.. blah.. blah..
it got hot overnite here in cHi-town.. it's gonna be in the low 90's today.. just last week we were eX.periencing 60 degree weather.. with fog.. felt like a good ol' sf summer brewin'.. but then .. bam!.. reX. you are in cHicago.. and now we have the summer heat all around us..
i set up my air coolers yesturday.. window units.. city living.. i think i need to get another for the bedroom.. last nite .. even though it went down to the high-60's.. was really hot and stuffy..
this morn i got up early.. about 7am.. went out and got some coffy.. visited my neighbour.. she's moving.. wah! .. and now.. im sitting here.. ready to do some work today..
still working on that graphic novel along with a couple other projects im jugglin'.. the graphic novel will be a series of webcam images.. from the begining of when i started my reX.caM (summer 1998) to about the middle of 1999 .. so about a year's worth of webcam images.. wowo! .. shit! .. ive collected the images.. and shit if i dont have images for almost everyday that i have started the caM.. so there are alot of images to go through.. but have most of them done.. and am concentrating on the layout now.. i would say that i can get this done in the next month...
finGers cRossed! ..
havent seen tY the last couple of days.. (dare i link hiM yet in these online raMbles?)... i miss him.. hope to hang with him tonite.. he's doing alot of acting these days.. did i mention he is one of those acting folks? .. actors they call em'.. he's got such a great voice.. can sing wonderfully.. he's eX.cited about a new play that he is in.. "wildparty" ..
well we are both busy men.. busy men who keep bumping into each other.. and i hope that "bump".. keeps goin' .. it seems that this bumpy ride is very enjoyable.. and not the bumpy ride that i have eX.perienced before.. cause now.. there's alot more to do with reX... with the eX.periences i have had in the last few years.. it's impacted me.. and afriad that i wasnt gonna be able to open up to someone like this.. and yes.. it is a challenge for me sometimes.. inside.. to let go and let it happen.. but damn.. if he isn't worth it..
im worth it too..
and with self-worth being such an issue for me in the last few years..
it feels so good...
