i have been thinkin' about long-term life stuff again..
it's trippy.. once i became poz.. i stopped thinking of what i will be doing in the future.. only recently .. in the last year have i thought about what an older reX.y might be doin'..
faSt foRward 15 years...
aFrica..
i dont know wHy.. well.. i kinda do.. but i dont know wHy aFrica keeps coming up in my mind and around me.. maybe cause there are so many people dyin' with aids there.. im' feeling the urge to do something.. to help..
help others.. live longer..
yah..
now that i feel the pull to live.. maybe im feeling the pull from the other direction as well... and how it still effects and takes others..
i am so lucky to live in aN empire.. the uNited sTates has so many advantages here for people living with hiv.. with the right treatment and healthy changes.. we have made it a "cHronic condition" rather than a death sentence.. wowo! ..
15 years..
tHInk.. where we were 15 years ago..
15 years..
tHink.. where we will be in 15 years..
where will i be? ..
reX. on an aFrica safari..
can i help make hiv a "condition" there as well.. ? .. why is my sPirit drawn there..? ..
somthing big is gonna happen in 15 years.. something has to give.. and i have only my life to give.. now that i have reclaimed it..
15 years.. where will i be? ..
where will you be? ..
