eXcuse me for my words today..
i had to make myself sit down and wRite..
i havent for so long.. well.. most of this summer..
i feel very out-of-touch with my own words..
unsHUre that they will read.. wHat i intend..
or even actually say anything.. of sense..
it's been a great summer..
one of health .. finally..
my HIV meds have kicked in full blast and am finding the energy to actually live the way i live..
last year wHas a whole other story..
a story about a man that wasnt sHure about his future..
and even now.. he is unsHure.. but the difference is that he now knows that the future is there..
now there is the big difference..
and this summer... well.. this summer past.. hasnt quite gone..
it's still with me..
and the words to describe it..
well.. that is what im searching for..
the words..
tHat will fall..
tHis fall..
