my rambles sort of aCt as my on-line life noVel.. and jourNal.. it helps me reflect on the past and work on the present to help with the fuTure.. from 1981 with miC.hael's meMoirs to 2005 with reX.'s raMb.les.. i capture over 20 years of my life... recorded here to show all the woRlds i have lived. this is a place for seLf eX.ploration and also a place to get to know myselF better ..to open myself up to the world in a honest and sometimes very intimate wHay .. tHe rewards tHat come from being hoNest about ourselves are numerious and keeps me a ramBlin..reX.!...

reX.'s raMbles - 2007 39 and countin .. after a long break.. reX. returns to raMble...

reX.'s raMbles - 2006 38 and cant be late .. for a life that is happening now..

reX.'s raMbles - 2005 37 now.. and caN't believe i have lived this long! .. my plans for the new year.. ? to live longer!!!..

reX.'s raMbles - 2004 36... going on my first year in cHicago.. HIV becomes a bigger factor in my life as the the reconstitution continues!..

reX.'s raMbles - 2003 setting the sPiritual warrior fRee... a 35 year old miC.hael makes his moVe... accross tHe couNtry for the cHicago cHallenge.

reX.'s raMbles - 2002 34.. reconnecting with.. "hoMe"... with my moM... an old tribe- member named dawn.. and a new connection with HIV.

reX.'s raMbles - 2001 transitioning into a "maN" and the inner sPiritual warrior found.. at 33... i leave my woRld for another.

reX.'s raMbles - 2000 at 32.. the de-conStruction of my realiTy begun...my reality checks start to bounCe. ePs. jouRnies to the wooDs.

reX.'s raMbles - 1999 31... the last year of the century... the "take it to reality" reX.'s realiTy thinks a little different and hits a silicon peak.

reX.'s raMbles - 1998 the big 30... get doSed with the fiRst on-line raM.bles... datin' fRanke... and eX.perimentin' with the new reX.caM!

reX.'s raMbles - 1997 at 29.. still with daVid.. very busy with REX DESIGN... teaching at CEA and goin' from bRunette to a reX.blonDe.

reX.'s raMbles - 1996 28.. working hard at CEA.. playing hard with the sf gang.. ... dating cRaig and then daVid.. reX. gets his first tatt!

miC.hael's meM.oirs - 1983
anneTTe.. and a doSe of thoughts fRom my 15 year-old mind... and a cHubby michael with braces started his first year in high school. dRama wHas my focus!

miC.hael's meM.oirs - 1982
14 .. i start my first journal.. writing about the first real loss in my liFe.. my gRandmother's death.. questions of liFe ... my faith and realiTy .. begin.