I think I am
about to cry.
I have come
all this far and finally getting what I really needed,
and now is the time I have to go back.
I do not want
to!
Shit!
I cannot go,
and I cannot stay!?!
Laura
gives me so much, and she will even accept me and some
of my views. I love her.
Sharol
is dying.
FALL fuc.
I am so destroyed.
my little baby!
So much shit we went through together. And now it has
all come to a gradual stop.
Love, yes.
Part of each
other.
In a sense;
Me: her, Her: me.
I need to find
her again. How foolish I was!
Kelly's
parents have lost everything. So has Kelly. She needs
my help again.
Just when I
was starting my path. Perhaps I can still do it.
I need to.
Laura, again.
She has been
in my thoughts more than very often. She is my best-friend
in a sense.

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