Had a cool
dream last night Frankie and I made love. Real nice.
Only, I woke up in the middle, realized that he was
in the front room, waiting for Kelly to take him to
work. How I hated the real world, I fell back to sleep,
trying to recover the Frank I had in dreamland. I just
wish I could make my dreams come true.
I'm going
to start school next week. Center For Electronic Art.
I'm going to take a basic Mac Class and then apply for
their work-study program. It involves working 12 hours
a week toward free classes. I'm interested in getting
involved with animation and Multimedia work. That way
I can create my own Visual Art with videos, animated
figures and more! I haven't been back to school for
about 3 years. I'm really excited!
6:18
pm
God am I
really in trouble! I was working on Frank's computer
today. Really doing well, learning about the Basic Functions,
learning, so I thought. Well, I turned off the Mac when
I was done and later when I came back to do more work,
what do you know!!? the hardrive icon was gone!!! He's
going to kill me! I don't know exactly what I did. I
feel so bad. I wonder if he's going to be so upset,
so as not to let me use his Mac again, or will he just
not trust me anymore?
He isn't
home yet. I tried to call him at work eariler and he
was busy, said he'd call back, but when I waited a long
time and finally called him back.. He had already left.
So, maybe he's already sick of me and didn't want to
call back, which makes the situation even worse. I think
I wanted to go swimming tonite, but now I think I will
just work this out literally! God, I'm such a fuck-up!
And I really thought I was doing great on the Mac today.
Anyways,
I called CEA today and talked to the lady about paying
for classes to start school on Tuesday. There's room
in the class, so I get to start right away! yeah! I'm
going to work really hard on my resume this weekend
so I can give it to her on Monday, when I pay. I hope
I get this! I just have to!
