hey all! .. made it through another week! .. i know... i know...it's only friday... but am takin' the day off tomma so that i can prepare for the webcasting at FEAST. Will be nice to sleep in till 7am !..heh! ..

well.. after alot of thought.. and i mean alot.. i have decided to stop running my webcam... there has been some problems building up for awhile with having a presence like this on the web.. the pressure is getting to me in many wHays... trying to keep up with the emails... people reconizing me on the streets... and people i know.. not understanding why i wHas even doing this in the first place... ahhhhh.. it's been a struggle..

I have so many things in the works right now.. and can't juggle them all .. so i have to make sacrafices somewhere.. and have to look at what is costing me alot of my time.. unfortunately that is my cam...

I have enjoyed getting to know everybody who has become a "regular" here at the reXcam... i feel that such a community has been built here... and concider these people a special family if you will . .. im sure some of you know of what im talking about.. there has been many people who have met friends or even lovers here at the reX.cam... good times... heh! ..

hope everybody understands.. why im doing this ... if you had your own cam .. im sure you would understand that it is alot of work ..and if you have other things in your life..it sometimes becomes a struggle...

won't leave you high and dry though... i plan on doing a final webcasting at FEAST on Friday... and then am planning on putting a page up with the "best of the reX.cam" .. here will be a tribute to the cam and the people i met through it..

Well almost at my stop now... it's really hard for me to write this.. but had to get it out.. i hope that everybody understands that it's time for reX. to move on to other things.. i feel like i am losing my best friend.. :(

im always growing and developing ... as we all should be..

i love you all... and will miss you! ..

.Xer

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