10/21/99 (11:00pm):
tHe sImpsons..... !!!...
aHH.. cRusty the cLown... my heRo! .. just liKe
barT's! heh !.
i noTice that i sound like barT.. mann!.. probably
eXplains wHy i say mann.. alot.. i mean.. i go to
beD. with the sImpsons eVerynight.. im compulsive
with it.. have around 24 video taPes of the siMpsons
tHat i have taped oVer the years... roTating them.. i
knoW about eVery episode by hearT.. wHay siC. dude!
.. buT i loVE the siMpsons..and to craWl into beD.
wiTh my kiTTies... and thaT beloVed yellow on my
sCreen is coMpfort mann... heh !.
raMBle raMble..
been teaching alot at CEA... almost every
morning... took on a couple new classes on top of my
existing schedule.. so been wHay busy with it.. but
love it so much.. misSED teaching.. and loVe
insPireing my sTudents... feels so good to empower..
make them movitated... toTaL gratification mann..
total...
heY! .. pierced my tounGe yesturday! .. i dont
eVen know how it happened.. yah..had thought about it
for a long time.. but sometHIng made me go in after i
taught yesturday... went doWn to the caStro... and
ended up just walking in.. asking how much.. and then
.. went aHead and did it... oh mann.. i like it..
piercings.. i mean.. the sensation.. somehoW i get a
real turn onn by it.. it's like erotic.. but at the
same time.. religious...
so noW im eaTing real sloW.. hardly could ate last
night... it took me almost an hour to eat a bowl of
pork and beans! heh!. but i dont want to cHomp down
on it.. it feel really vulnerable.. as it should..
yeeks.! . so yah.. now im munchin' on raviolis'...
liTTle tini bYes.. should be done with dinner by 2
am! LOL!
it's doin' really good though... i wHas told that
it would be all swelled up wHen i woke up this morn..
but no... it wHas cool.. still sore.. but not as sore
as wHen i went to bed... so i think it's gonna be
cool.. i been garglin' ALL the time... saltwater...
after each cigg! ..
iT's funni.. about my piercin' thing.. i haVe
adveraged a body modification every two or three
years lately... last were my nipps... and wHat a
religous eXperience tHAT wHas. . oh mann! :) boner
for daYs.. heh! ..
so i welcome my new little guy... the one that
will live in my mouTh.. and think it's very funni
tHat i have been using my mouTh ALOT latley.. heh! ..
with classes... and reX.'s ranTs each nite.... it's a
symbol.. for sure.. and i loVe how all of a suDDen
it's there... "dinkle..dinkle .. dink!"...
(bewitChed noSe sound)
like a lot of things have appeared in my liFe
lately.. all of a sudden tHey are there... but one of
them.. is wHay far... physically that is... bu comin'
halloween... there will be a visit...
mmm.. jiM. i canT waiT to see hiM. again.. it's
definately moRe tHan a cRush. i really likE getting
to know him.. and wanT to continue to do so.. but
yah.. he's so far aWay.. all new to me.. long
distance cruShes.. that sTart developing into
something more.. i mean..how far can it go before
something giVes? ... so many things... to think
about... but daMn... he is sExy.. and smarT . and i
diGG his sTories.. of his liFe... his voiCe giVes me
bonErs... ahhhhh! ..
raMBle.. raMBle...
simpSon's is oVer and ePs is giVin' me the eYe!...
"tiMe for beD. daDDy... puT tHat computer aWay!
"..heh !..
sWeet dReams..
reX.
baCk to reAliTy reX.
