reX.'s raMbles!

moNday. - deCember 11, 2000 :

G R E E T I N G S Sagittarius

Well, Sag, you're not bored -- in fact, there may be too much going on for once. Gamblers may break the bank; then again, they may lose everything. It's a wheel of fortune kind of day. Travel may be in the picture or an offer of a longer trip in the future could come your way. Someone, though, is all talk and no action and you might be getting impatient. Watch your dealings with others -- someone may mistake a blink as a wink.

9:36am

so toDay.. almost eX.actly 33 years ago to almost tHIs moment a young woman sTood.. fReezing outside as her father tried to sTart a cAr tHat would never sTart in this cold.. and her moTher ..running off nextdoor to get aunt margarat to dRive them to the hospital..

in a feW moments .. sHe would be a moTher...

i made it quiCk for her... neVer liked hospitals.. so i came out and wHas ready in about 30 minutes.. (the wHay i like my tV dinners!)

"heY mann!" .. "heY woRld!" ..

aN. intense moMent im sure... for both moM. and i..

cReation... is .. an intense moment..

and one of the most beautiful tHIngs...

we cOMe from cREation.. and keep cReating... in so many wHays and levels.. it's hard to de-attach anything from cReation... and wHy would we..? well unless your some fag-hating cHristian eX.tremist... i dont tHInk they truely can understand creation .. yet destroy things in the name of it... biZZare mann..

i plan a very "mind-creative" day today.. meaning tHat for the last few years.. i have just spent my birthday with myself.. reflecting.. looking ahead... starting to feel the holiday... it's the perfect time to have a ritual like this .. the eNd of the year.. the begining of a new one..

and eVen though everyone felt the hYpe last year of the new century.. it will now be officially on us once we are in the 2001 year... it's funny i think we just ignore the real facts sometimes and go for the label.. 2000 looks better on packaging anywHays... and wHO says we cant celebrate anything at anytime as long as we can sell it .. right? ..

so gonna kick it with the kiTTs today... wander outside... come back and set-up my tRee for me and the kiTTs and our cHirstmas here.. and maYbe take a look at tHat number 33.

33

i tHInk it has a gooD. fung sHway tHIng about .. it.

you can turn it around in different wHays and still get a neat - well flowing pattern.. or take the two sYmbols and moVe them aWay.. fRom each other .. . moVe eM' around.. and they sTill will have connecting forCe .. and sTill tHat good flow.. which allows for gooD. compesition..

heh!

couRse it could be a luCky number as well.. tHree's forming a luCky tRail..

or maYbe it's just a nuMber... tHat i will sTart to faDe aWay wHen im 34.. and forget by 37.. eRased completely by 40..

nah.. again.. it's tIme for cReation.. or.. sHall i saY a recognition of cReation again.. as i keep losing and finding my soul.. and finding it again at 33... im learning tHat maybe the reason that i keep losing it .. is because i hang on to it too tightly.. and like ... wHo wants tHat? .. each time i find my soul again..it's like wHen eps would get aWay... from the house.. sHe always came back with her sTories of wild adventures..my souL needs that..

so .. im gonna let it go now .. wHere my soul wants.. eX.plore and live it's liFe... im gonna try hard not to be an oVer-protecting prison .. and let it go .. let it gRow..

let it cReate...

 

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