2/1/2000 :
reX.s'
ranTs
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new times.. up durrring the day.. early this morning.. now i just
need to go to bed ealeir..
saw the sunset last nite on reX. ranTs with geNe.. wHas very cool..
and we talked about taking a break..
yah.. am gonna sTart getting up earlier mann.. got the reX. booth
show to do .. saw the sunrise for the first time in a very long
time.. think it wHas the first one i saw this year.. need to make
a point of seeing it eVeryday.. eX.cept weekends.. heh! .. unless
im up that late.. ! ..
p.. i have a new sHow in the mornings... we rapped over a cup of
coffy on the reX. booth sHow.. this time i haD. caffine in my coffy
this time.. .. no baD. repeats of yesturday and my horrilbe eX.perience
with decaf.. how depressing that wHas! .. heh! .. tune into the
reX. booth sHow.. monDay through. 10-11am PST on www.gayb.com we
will be gossiping.. dishing.. learning about things around us ..
and how they effect us.. have lots of funn things in sTore for the
show... inCluding inbed interviews with reX. .. yah.. sleep in with
reX. mann! .. i wonder wHo will be the first interviewed in reX.'s
bed.. ? .. and wHo we might find there in the future.. heh! .. i
figure.. i have some of my best talks there.. why not just have
them there.. ? .. and if they are cuTE.. heY! .. i wont neccesary
kick them out after the interview! ..heh! .. am i sLut!? .. (no!
.. geNo says .. your'e a wHOre!)...
sPeaking of geNo.. he will be with us tomma on the rex. booth
sHow! .. get reaDy to diSh with us as we flip thorugh the pages
of one of the highest forms of literature.. and umm heh! .. humore..
national enquirrer.. people.. entertainment weekly.. us.. world
weekly news... tHe tabloid tables are turned tomma wHen geNo and
reX. get together.. should be a funn show.. and we invite you to
join in on the dish.... we might eVen have a couple sPecial guests
coming on the sHOw tomma morn as well.. so watch out... you neVer
know who might sHOw up.. heh! ..
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leAd-in toPIc
so mann.. lately .. if you been following my webcam site.. in
the last year ive had some ups and downs in relationships... especially
the boyfriend kind... someone kindly put it inthe slambook that
i haD a man a season.. franke.. saM... jiM.. and then toM.. eVen
though franke wHas the only boyfriend of the bunch.. and i had been
with him for a couple years..i did find a compfortable and close
intimaCy with the other guys.. and eVen though we didnt go the distanCe..
i mean.. the disTance of boyfriends..heh! .. i kinda laughed at
that thoughT..cause not only wHas it an interesting relationship
to my caM.. it wHas also pointing out a pattern...
yah..i think maybe some of you dont think i take in the negative
comments all the time in the slambook.. but i do.. it helps me understand
and look at things in a differnt wHay... so .. this made me think
of wHat am i doin here?
wHat am i looking for? ..
tHere wHas another posting.. that said i wHas a loner.. and i might
as well admit that i wont be together with anyone.. tHat i always
have been a loner.. well.. eVen though i know that i might find
someone someday.. i know right now... that i cant be with anyone...
i feel like i have to absorb and learn some of the lessons from
last year.. and the years before that.. i think i have some redefining
to do... i need to figure out wHat i am looking for..
so.. wHat am i looking for? ..
well number one.. im looking for intimaCy...
and im finding that inTimaCy comes in many forms.. and what i
want from it changes as well... im looking for my tRibe of friends...
the people i can be close to.. i want to build a great support system
with my triBE... i want to marry them.. and want to eX.plore intimaCy
in tHat regard.. from this i think im gonna get clearer of wHat
i want in the long runn.. i already have my suspections of what's
gonna happen.. but you never know..
only thing is.. i miss that intimaCy that comes with a boyfriend..
and think thats wHy i fall into relationships so quickly.. eSpecially
..if it's a relationship that has some nice intimate moments.. i
cant get sidetrack right now.. i want intimaCy.. but know i have
it in specail ways with my friends.. i will need to wait and learn
from there wHat will happen..
but in the meantiMe.. i feel like this is the best thing.. i dont
want a new boyfriend a seasOn... i want a contract for life.. heh!
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toNite on reX.'s ranTs.
feB. 1, 2000
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"cRaving and finDing intimaCy... "
i think we all cRave it.. want it .. desire it.. in one form or
another.. the touch of someone we love.. the voice..conversation...
or just hangin' out! .. let's define intimaCy tonite..
wHat does it mean to you? ..
and do you have it in your liFe?.. with wHo? ..
what do we do to get the intimaCy we cRave? -
do we need to work at it.. ? or does it come natural? ..
wHat are the different tYpes of intimaCy we sHare with different
people.. like our fRiends vs. our loVers... -
can we get the same type of intimaCy from different people.. ?
.. sex? ..
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