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- a call from italy! .. cooking book on its wHay? .. oh! no! .. reX. has to cook wHen he visits italy? .. tHis could be baD.! and not good for international relations.. heh! ..

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- wanted eVerybody to know that i included a reX.cam announcement list that you can find on my reX.caM. homepage... this list is not like the rexcam or rex-fans list.. it's not a disscussion list .. it's just a wHay to let me make announcements to a group.. i will still be making announcements in the regular rexcam and rex-fan egroups as well .. dont woRRy.. just wanted a place where people can sign up just for updates and announcements if they didnt want to join these disscussion groups...

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feeling better today... tHank goD.. that y2K bugg wHas a horrible feelilng yesturday.. guess i wasnt y2K complient after all.. should have stoCkpiled -thera-flu instead of caTfood..heh!

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- am looking for some weBcammers to interview on reX.' ranTs.. would like to do a weekly sHow and bring on a new or have an ongoing conversations with the webcam community... problems we face... why we do it.. ? opportunities... tips and techniques.. eXperiences! ... would love to hear from you if you haVe a webcaM. and are interested in coming on my sHow and ranTing with me.. or if tHere's a weBcammer that you would love to talk to or have interviewed..

contact me at: rex@gaybc.com or rex@rexsworld.com

hey! .,. always open to toPics or tHings on your mind as well.. so... let me know wHat you want to ranT about.. ! email me! .. or ICQ me durring the sHOw..

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reSponse to sLambook for bYe bYe baBy bYe bYe posting:

tHis sonG played for me the other day... and reminded me of the feelings iVe had over and over again... it's a liBerating song wHen i hear it.. helping me relase some the tHings that i hang on too.. reminding me tHat this is no longer a loVe song..

say bye bye.. and moVe on..

i deCided to put it in my rambles.. to remind me .and to symbolize a release of all the bullshit i have gone through the last century.. with relationships "brick walls" .. im leaVing these feelings in the last century..

im sTronger now... and am going to sTart acting tHat wHay.. im sTronger eVen wHen im weak.. so.. yah.. in pRint the song sounds real harsh.. but if youlisten to her sing it.. it's very liberating.. and wHen she says "i want to hurt you...what eXcites you.. etc.. " .. she says it in a very suductive wHay.. and can be taken in as a very sexual tone.. always a miX of messages with her.. i haTe you.. but loVe you.. heh!

.. i loVe the brezzy feeling of the song.. takes some pretty harsh feelings and makes them easy to digest... i like the message... and the power and want to remind myself of some tHings i dont want to repeat..

so.. yah.. i will deVote this song to all of my gHosts haunting me right now..

i dont have time for tHese feelings anymore...

bYe.. bYe baby! ..

 

baCk to reAliTy reX.