1/24/2000 :
reX.s'
ramBles
oH wowo! .... liFe is suCh a tripp mann...
like a moVie.. liKe it alWays has been... the dRama... has always
been there.. eVen before the caM.
belieVe me.. yah.. i am on a tripp.. i am on a paTh.. .. and it'
s being set up for me as i inhale eaCh breath... mY liFe.. as a
moVie.. noW .. for others to see...(it's alWays been liKe tHat.....
in my minD. my "anGel" watching)...
see inTo me.... deeeeeeeeeeeP.... i bet you caN. see... the perSon
i am...
probably better tHan me...
i bRoKe....
and found that eaCh word said is met with tHought..and reaCtion...
. eaCh cHaracter played so well..
(eVen the oNes i haTe)...
so muCh. like the moVie that im placed in...
(aCtually didnt i produce?)
i would haVe it no other wHay... no regRets...
only...
lessons...
learnEd?....
(i hoPe.)
iM. trying.... mY hardest..
(been paying attiention to tHis dRama)
taking noTes...
wHy do i raMble? .. onLy to leaRn..
and maYbe cHange...
if you play that saMe moVie too much... eVen the best... it's too
much...
and taKen for granTed...
(tHank you.. )
baCk
to reAliTy reX.