reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
tuEs.daY.
deC.. 11th 2001
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
You
roll heavily downhill. When you enter an energy slump
like this one, it's impossible to fight gravity. Try
to reschedule all of your more demanding obligations
for sometime next week. While this isn't the time
for action, it's a good time for dreaming up wild
ideas -- even if they translate into reality in only
the most modest ways. Your subconscious is rather
active, and that means that you may be manipulated
by invisible hands for a while. They may lead you
to exciting places.
(
eX.citin' pLaces ..huh? .. well.. las veGas i know
IS in the fuTure.. but before that .. deAr horroRsCope..
i MUST take aCtion and not sit back here and let my
sub-consious take me into a silent sTance.. no.. deAr
horroRsCope.. tHIs week i DO move to taKe aCtion..
)
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- Miracles
are not just extraordinary occurrences. They are also
small simple things that are often overlooked. Take
the time today to notice one.
365
reaSons for a parTy! dec. 11th :
- heh! ..
well.. it IS my 34th birthday.. ! .. reX.y gets another
year older! .. so tHat means aNother chest hair will
appear! .. heh! i tHInk i will naMe this one "elvis"
..
- aNiversary
of the baNk maRatorium!
- 2Nd day
of hanuhhkah! - so lite a candle and hugg a jeWish boi!
toNite!
on reX.'s reaLity!
haPPY biRthday
to me! .. happY birThday to me! .. yeppers.. ye old
reX.y turns 34 this tuesday! and we celebrate tHis occasion
here on my sHow as we look at "age-ing" ..
is getting old .. old? or is it something we value and
look forWard to? .. would you want to sTay young foRever?
.. join me as i also sHare some reflections of my liFe
.. the gooD .. the baD. .. the uGly and the pRetties..
as we giVe "sPanks and tHanks" to memories
and lessons we have eX.perienced as we gRow up and look
at age-ing.. !
reX.'s
realiTy! .. tues / fridays 10pm - 12am ET
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NOTE: tHis
will be my last sHow for a little wHIle.. i will be
taking some time off from my sHows and work at raDio
gaycams to go to sf for my HIV screening and need this
time to foCus on that .. so will be back probably neXt
week with the neWs on that and possibly a new sHow called..
"poSitively POZ" . sTay tuned!
wHat is neX.t?...
dReams
of coWboys and inDians
9:06 am
"wHat's
neX.t?... well little buDDy .. waking up to another
day and taKin' tHat neXt sTep.. tHat's wHats neX.t!
"...
tHe wHay geNe
said "little buDDy" reminded me of the skiPPer
on gilligan's island.. and how gilliagan must have felt
wHen his big buDDy said those words...
we sat on
my gRandparent's couch in fRont of the window in thier
liVing rooM.. overlooking the park accross the sTreet..
we just came in from pLaying.. there..
but didnt
we always just come in from playing fRom the park? all
sWeaty and out of bReath?
geNe
put his aRm aRound me ..pulled me tite to hiM. and gave
me a side-hug.. i could feel his warm familar body with
just a bit of dampness from us running around and pLaying
...
we pLayed
haRd.. and toDay we were eX.cited.. !
sooN. we
were gonna meet eRic.. we both haD been looking forward
to meeting this new pLaymate for a long time.. and finally
we were gonna meet that durholz dude..
we went into
gRandma's kitchen to get some kool-aide and just as
we were pourin' tHe cHerry liQuid into the plastic cupps..
eRic wisked in... and hugged us.. he smelt gooD... like
he wHas wearing yang yang oiL.
our neW playmate
had aRRived!!!
and wearin'
a welll-worN tan cowboy hatt..
i thought
to myself .. "i just KNEW he would be wearin' that!"
he became
a million times cooler .. in my mind's eYe.. now we
can play cowboys and indians... ! ..
eRic rushed
around.. like he had tons of coffey.. and spoke a mile
a minute.. i couldnt understand what he wHas saying..
but knew that it had something to do with his father..
and that he brought a fRiend.. and wHas in the other
rooM. with his daD. who wHas still in beD. yelling for
us to "keep it down!... iM. resting!"
eRic eX.plained
that his daD. wasnt feeling well.. and needed to stay
in beD.
eRic rushed
back there and brought out his fRiend who looked like
a familar face .. but couldnt place it.. .. but he DID
have a reD. felt coWboy hatt.! ... and wHas very cuTe..
he had very tHick lipps.. i wanted to kiss hiM... but
didnt .. he wHas eRic's fRiend.. and just met hiM. ..
maYbe later.. after we started pLaying..
i kNew hiM!
who wHas he? .. and wasnt tHat MY hatt?
tHings moved
too fast for me to figure it out.. cause eRic and his
fRiend started rusHing around and i guess started setting
up a gaMe to pLay..
"we
are gonna haVe to play outside .. so we dont up.set
my daD." eRic said.
i turned
to geNe .. who now had paint on his faCe .. like an
indian.. and reD. kool-aide around hiS. mouth..
"i wanted
to eX.plain to hiM. geNe.. " ..
he looked
at me and as he started putting some paint on my faCe..
he said:
"tHere
will be the time for tHat .. little buDD.y.. doNt you
woRRy.."
i felt better
after he said that.. he wHas right.. there would be
tiMe.. and i calmed myself and shut my eYes and just
felt geNe apply my waRpaint..
our gaMe
wHas about reaD.y to sTart ..
