reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
fRi.day.
noV. 16th 2001
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
Playing
the game by yourself doesn't even cross your mind.
Everyone looks up to you today as you stand tall,
laughing under the Moon that has drifted into your
own Sign. Much like Aries, your inclusive energy casts
you as friend, mentor and motivator all at the same
time. Doubt and fear are aliens to your world right
now, Sagittarius. If you have a hot new idea, this
is the time to get it into the hands of the people
who can really do something with it.
(
leT the gaMes begin! .. it's about tiMe! i love it
wHen the mooN. is under saGGie.. i feel so right..
and am lookin' forWard to the "blue-moon"
this month.. eVeryone finds love.. that's the gaMe
we play tHis time!)
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Honesty is
the best way to gain the trust of others. By being honest,
feelings may or may not be hurt. Whichever the case
you will end up respecting yourself more for it.
"hoNey..
wHat's a "toP." ? ... or "tHrow the toY
.. daDD.y!"
10:31 am
mZ
coSmos is sittin on my laP...
being all
sWeet and lovey right now.. course .. she wants me to
tHrow the toys.. for her.. we are gettin' into a routine
lately.. and she comes out to the gaRage de reX. with
me in the morning with my coffy and we have set up her
basket of toys next to my computer desk and cHair and
play "toy throwin'" or "throw the toy
daddy" .. game.. like we used to in the caSa de
reX. some routines in liFe are gooD.. this one makes
us both feel more at home in a time where home is undefined..
my moM. cracked
me up last night .. she loves to ask me embarissin'
questions.. heh! .. we have created a routine and a
weekly thing of watchin' "survivor" together
every tHurs.day nite... after.. survivin' survivor..
she switches it to another favorite show of her's ..
"will and gRace" ..
last night
.. at the beginin' of the sHow.. some mention wHas made
from will about someone being a "top".. i
laughed as the sound track did.. and my moM. wHas puzzled..
"hoNey..
wHat's a top?" ..
i couldnt
help but get beet reD. and laugh.. hiding my face under
the pillows of the couch..
"im
not laughing at you moM.. .. im just laughin.. ummm
...at you! ..heh!" ..
i daRingly..eX.plained
the postions of gay men to moM. last night and enlightend
her on the roles of "top." .. "bottom"
..and the rare "versatile" labels of gay men
and one of the first questions that pop in our heads
when meeting another gay man..
"it's
like dogs moM.. wHen they sniff each others butts when
they greet each other" .. my faCe got redder..
" with gay men .. there are alot more "bottoms"
than "tops" .. and if you go either wHay it's
called being "versatile" .. "
i watched
as my moM. make a mental note of this to bRing up and
impress her fRiends from her "my soN. is gay"
notepad.. heh!
i feared
she wHas gonna ask me what i wHas.. but she didnt..
i think she is reserving that question for when we have
sat down at the table with guests for tHanksgiving..
LOL! .
im gonna
do some work in the backyard today.. as soon as it warMs
up a bit.. get some bark layed out.. plant the plants
my moM. and i bought yesturday.. and do some landscapin'
and gardenin'.. take off my sHIrt.. and be "manly"
and work my muscles a bit.. and imagine the housewifes
at hoMe in the neighbourhood sneaking a peek at tHis
new blonde dude now appearin' in thier "hooD."
half nakid.. .heh! ..
the kiTTs
will also be sNeekin' a peek as i landscape the backyard
and supervise from tHe big slidin' glass backdoor..
from thier kiTTynests i have positioned there.. they
love watching all the "birdies" come eat from
the birdfeeder.. many more biRds tHan they ever saw
living in the city..
the kiTTs..
seem to have adapted really well.. and mZ. coSmos loves
playing with my moM.'s boyz.. she has two male kitts
.. huge cats! naMed churchill (church) and luCky (luckY
wHas brought home to moM. when she first moVed to baKo..
gregory.. at the time jaC. and i got hiM. as a suprise
for her from the SPCA).. and even though mZ. cosmos
is so much smaller.. she rules them.. and loves to hang
out with the boyz.. i knew she would be cool with them..
tHey all are buD.s now..
on the other
hand.. kiTTy which i have nicknamed zsa zsa (gabore)
is a total bitch to tHem.. and has intimadated them
with her screecthin.. and hissin'.. like zsa zsa gettin'
a ticket from a cop.. she has been eatin' like a madkitt
as well.. and like zsa zsa.. well.. puttin' on the pounds
at a fast rate.. instead of liftin' weights these days..
i just pick up kiTTy...! heh! .. it's cute! .. i love
the little (BIG!) kitt-tummy that she is developin'..
her faVorite gaMe these days is to chase the boyz out
of the rooM. and then roll on her back showin' her chubby
tummy for moM. and i.. so pRoud that she evacuated the
rooM.
elIZa? ..
well.. as long as sHe doesnt have to look at another
kiTT she's fine.. sHe's over the whole "having
more than one cat" tHing.. and lives in her "im
the only cat in the world" .. world.. i go along
with it.. she's gettin' up there in aGe .. sHe prefers
to eat alone in the gaRage de reX. in the mornin's..
then retire to the kiTTnest to watch the birdles.. if
the other kitts get too close she just makes her.. "dont
you fuckin' darE!" look.. and they back away..
but she has come in and broken up some catfights wHenever
her sisters seem threatened.. she feels she has the
only right to beat the sHit out of them..heh! .
so is reX.
living alone with the only living contact of his moM.'s
embarissin' questions of his seX.uality? .. his kiTTs?
.. and hands dirty from gardenin'.. which thrills the
baKo house-wifes.. when really he is just tryin' to
get down the pants of the cute latino gardner? ..
soMe things
are coming up.. or at least might visit..
looks like
gRegory will be coming down after tHanksgiving.. sigh!
.. cant wait to cuddle with hiM.
geNe
i hope will come down soon.. he cant make it for tHanksgiving
like we wanted cause he has to work the day after..
but if he doesnt make it down here soon.. i will have
to go up and visit hiM. im so happy that he found a
job.
got an email
from maRk
allen today.. he's plannin' on visiting me here
in bako - land.. be the first time to meet the bud..
and after those strange dreams i had with him in them
.. it will be good to finally meet him.. he seems like
a crazy mann! .. i hope he is.. i need some cRazy shit
to inspire me.. and am planning on starting my shows
next week. on raDio
gaycams.. by replacing his show while he's on the
road with "mark's road rumours" .. where we
talk about wHat he may or maynot be doing durring his
trip.. this mornin' he told me something really "juicy"
about his trip that i will be announcin' this monday
for the show .. i cant wait! ..heh! .. im also gonna
try and collect some other "rumours" that
people send in .. it should be fun.. love to give that
boi a hard time.. and he seeM.s to take it really well..
being a cRazy fuc. that he is.. cant wait to sHadow
dance with hiM.. heh!
i have been
sTarting to visit others as well.. and make contact
with well-deserved people.. or should i say heRos..
?
i left a
message on jiM.'s
message board yesturday.. a well deserved "thank-you"
for being one of my hero's.. in the last few months..
in the next coming month or two..(or maybe i will spend
a liFe time doin it ) i have several heRo's to tHank..
but looking at his gold sword he made durrin' his visit
at the caSa de reX. that is now up on my wall of the
gaRage de reX. it reminds me of the many heRo's out
there.. i dont regret a minute of our relationship now..
i saVour it.. and have learned quite a bit from hiM.
and it's funny how this can happen sometimes.. even
if someone isnt part of your day to day life.. and somehow
effect it..
signin' out
for now.. mZ. cosmos' is yelling ..
" tHrow
the toy daDDy! "
