reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
tues.day.
oCtober 30th 2001
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to
surVive we must cHange...
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weighin' in...
weighed
in at 139.5 pounds! that means i only have about a half
a pound to gain before i'm back to what i wHas a few
months ago... lost 12 pounds durring this whole thing..
so..
in about a month I have gained a good 10 pounds - plus!
yah!
gonna
try and gain another 10 pounds this noV.ember - perhaps
by the end of the year i will finally eX.perience160!
tHIs is supposed to be the normal weight guy's my height
should be at - i have never been that heavy since my
freshman year in high school. would be a good change..
and lends to the "hero" base i yearn to be.
been
going through some of the many digital piX.s i took
of the caSa before leaving ... kinda hard ...sorting
through.. and rememberin' that painful part of my liFe..
i would love to forget.. but cant.. wont.. i need to
let this be a "marker" for me.. for cHange..
to cHange you must survive.. to survive you must cHange..
been printing them out and putting them here in my journal
- photo albulms and online rambles... been tryin' to
catch-up on some of my rambles as well.. havent wrtten
too much there lately but have tons of notes and writings
here that i am transferin'.
