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aM
gaRage de reX. - baKersfield, CA.
"outside..!
.. outside! .." ...
..mZ. coS.mos'
demands..! .. outside!!!.. now! .. i think she knows
her days in moM.'s backyard are numbered now with the
move to slo-town coming up in less than a week..
i have to
get out there with the kitts today and and much as i
can.. i will miss moM.'s backyard garden as well.. and
the flowers and plants i helped grow.. i relalized something
important.. and found a position while working out there..
i assisted creation.. took possibilities.. and made
them happen with what already exsisted..
namesakes
everywhere .. i sWear! ..
oN.ce this
HIV thing has worked out so where i can have babies..
im gonna insiminate the world.. travel and begat.. !
..heh! ..
a two-year
touR..
but's thats
then.. and now's now.. and i have a plan..
made one
after seeing eD. my social worker in sf suggested i
do so .. so it's writen out on paper.. so i can refer
to it.. when i get scattered and overwelmed.. it's a
great place i found to put things in order.. as things
start messing with my mind ..i can at least take them
and put them in the plan.. have a place for them..
ok.. gonna
deal with those mindfuc.s by schedulin' them in..
"sorry..
mR. mindfuc.. i already have a task at hand now.. can
you mindfuc. me later?.. we can schedule you in.!?..
heh! ..
it's called
mindfucking the mind.fuc.
wHatever..
(here's a towel to wipe up that mess)
i have a
plan.. several.. which take me to dreams of my future
life in about 4 years.. taking a look at my life 4 years
in the past.. and whats happened.. giving me about a
decade of my life to look at.. i think that is pretty
cool.. to be able to track yourself this wHay..
im my own
eX.periement i guess.. and gonna have to try different
things.. and go back to old things i know work.. to
get to the..
"outside!
.." ..
ok.. mZ.
coZ.mos! .. time to go outside..