9:58
am
caS.a de sLo
been
having a repeated dReam ...
the last
few nites.. my dReams about moving have reTurned.. first
nite i dreamed that i wHas in a bus.. going over the
grade here in slo .. we were going fast.. too fast..
i knew something would happen if we didnt slow down
and then we lost control and we ran off the road.. fell
into the water.. (there is no water there).. and i grabbed
my bag.. and tried to sWim.. i remember watching the
survivors on the sHOre looking at me.. yelling at me
to sWim as i saNk.
had this
dream again.. packed.. ready to go.. traveling north..
then heading to the grade on the bus.. i knew what wHas
going to happen and right before we ran off the road..
i stopped the dReam..
nite
before last i had one of those "loss" dreams..
dreaming of my kitts..
epsilon
wHas there playing .. then she dissapeared.. in the
dReam i realiZed that she wHas gone.. and started crying..
eliZa came to me to compfort me.. as she always did..
when i cried.. then i realized that sHe wHas gone as
well.. i woke up balling like a little boy.. i felt
them sooooooo close to me.. i thought they were there..
i FELT them..
i woke
up feeling like wHat wHas left of my liFe wHas slipping
away..
As
the Stars change their position, you feel the massive
pull of some powerful forces. Deep and wonderful patterns
become obvious to you. Powerful insights allow you
to make great decisions. This is the perfect time
to get off the fence regarding an important issue
you've been neglecting. Not dealing with it is actually
a way of dealing with it in a roundabout way. Sometimes
doing things the easy way isn't much better than not
doing them at all.
only
a dReam.. 
couRse
i have other dReams.. 
and
some dReams are worth making real.. 
sWeet
dReams! 
