almost time
to trick or treat here... tomma will be here and gone
before i know it.. i know i will go out spookin' ..
im' curious and eX.cited to find out about chi-town's
trick or treats.. if i survive.. im sure i will hopefully
a little worn from last nite's costumin' ..
good ol'
evil gene willl be here in the afternoon of nov 1st
for a late trickin' or treatin' .. he's stayin a week
and kitts and i are sooooo eX.cited.. been clean' the
cas de cHi and preparin' for his eVil stay. i cant wait
to feel his energy in my new home .. i realized that
he's gonna make it feel more like my home.. cause to
make my house a home i need my dear buddy to hang here
.. leave his "evil" energy..
... after
all.. "evil" is "live" backwards..
and "live"
has been a theme of mine for the last few years of healing.
oh. im gonna
hug em and sQueeze him and the beastie gurls and i are
gonna pile up on top of him and never let him go. !
sigh.
i miss my
buddy gene ..being so close as he wHas in sf.. and coming
over all the time .. just his presence made me feel
secure.. especially durring the time wHen the theme
wasnt "live" ,,during a time where i couldnt
love myself enuff to want to live anymore.. evil geNe
wHas there..
just there..
loving me..
being my gardian angel.. my saint.. my hero..remindin'
me to live..
i just really
wanted to write about my new ramble pal.. tammy..
i love going
to that old pet store to get my birdseed for the doVes
.. i visit the birds and kittens.. the bunnies never
like me.. but i really love the small-town feel of the
old store.. with it's unfinished wooden floors.. and
have been there ennuff now that tammy talks openly to
me.. remembers who i am and joins me for a visit with
the cool baby birds.. mann they are so beautiful! ..
i just wanted to mention her.. we introduced ourselves
today.. she said she definatley would remember the name
reX. ..heh! and i will now always will remember tammy
.. the old pet-store.. the visit with the birds.. and
how i feel transported to small town templeton where
i lived with my mom and grandparents as a child.. sometimes
i get that feeling here in the big city..
"small-town"
..
it feels
secure.. it makes me feel at home and love that.. i
can discover that feeling here.. i am small-town.. and
like that feeling and being able to get that feeling
anywHere..
i think
if i ever decide to adopt a citi-cat.. it would be there..
at that old pet-shop ..a friendly playful boy.. like
jo-jo
meow! ..
