He was sleeping
next to me - my lover - boy friend. Although I don't have
one - it seemed that he was very familar and had slept with
me each night but couldn't see him till now.
I wanted to touch
him - hold... but I had a feeling he didn't want to be touched
by me. I thought that once I had him in my arms he would feel
different - so I moved to hold him and he moVed instinctivly
into my amrs without waking.
I then knew as
I held my dReam-loVer that it wHas me that didn't want to
reach out to hold him... I was aftraid to reach out - but
once I had him in my arms... I felt safe and content for both
of us.
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After coming out
of the sHower i looked at my arMs and saW all these bumps..
and realized i had cHickenpox.
