quick little raMble this afternoon before i get ready for the pepper..
last nite i met up with tY and his friend keith and we went to the eAgle.. it's IML here this memoral weekend.. so the leather cRowd is out in all forCe..
we got into the sPirit last nite.. and wHas great to finally dress seX.y.. or feel seX.y.. around tY.. i definatly feel seX.y.. so it wHas cool that we got to sHare last nite.. it's one of the first times that we have gone out to a bar.. and think he wHas a bit nervous.. i wHas nervous too.. i havent been to the eaGle here in chicago since i visited.. i think about 5 years ago.. in fact.. i havent really worn leather out.. to events.. like i used to.. so last nite wHas a first in a long time.. it felt liberating again.. not so threatening like it has felt recently.. and why i drew away from alot of that stuff..
definatly in moderation.. a little of this..and a little of that.. is a good thing.. and it's a really good thing to be able to go back to that part of me.. and find.. yes.. it's still a good thing..
plus..! .. i got a black eAgle jock-strap and cumrag! ..
sCore!..
